Saturday, May 10, 2014

Mother's Day

To all of you who are close to me, I want you to know that today, I am thinking of you. I am praying for you I am crying with you. 

But today is not an exception. I am always thinking of you and praying for you and crying with you. I love you. 

I love you. I am sorry that this day amplifies every bit of sadness and hurt that you have. I am sorry that I can't take your pain away just for a day and hold it for you. 

As far as I am concerned, today is your day. You sacrifice so much for someone you haven't even met. Mother's Day is just as much yours as anyone else's. Take the day to feel whatever you need to. Drown yourself in a bottle of wine or boxes of chocolates or punch things. Why? Because this whole infertility thing fucking sucks. It's unfair. It makes me so angry that people I love so very much have to suffer every single fucking day. The burden is too heavy. You're amazing and you don't deserve this. 

I love you, and I think of you and I hold in my heart all of those precious angels that were too perfect for this earth. Every single one of them.